The Earth Outlived the Hands that Held It
(2018)
16 minutes
Clarinet, Violin and Piano
Performance Information
Schubert Club’s Courtroom Concert Series. Francesca Anderegg (Violin), Jorge Montilla (Clarinet), and Matthew McCright (Piano). April 2018.
Collage New Music, Boston, MA. David Hoos, conductor. May 2025.

Photo by Gabriel Jimenez on Unsplash
About
The title of this work is drawn from Anthony Marra’s novel A Constellation of Vital Phenomena, a moving exploration of life during the Chechen Wars. Marra focuses not on "important" political figures, but on those at the edges of history: ordinary people attempting to maintain their humanity amidst the collapse of morality and law. While the geopolitical circumstances differ, the human toll described in the novel resonates deeply with the current crisis in my native Venezuela—the struggle of the individual to remain whole as the world around them disappears.
The music begins with a quiet, fragile motive that remains present throughout the entire work. From this intimate texture, an echo of a Tarantella emerges—a faint, flickering reminder of brighter, simpler times. The piece oscillates between liquid, atmospheric textures and these "musical memories" of dances and melodies that materialize only to fade away again.
Central to the work is a broad, Romantic melody that appears several times. However, like a distant memory, it never quite manages to assert itself fully over the narrative. The goal of the piece is to create a sense of focus shifting in and out; it recreates the psychological effort required to remember "better times" before a crisis, and how clinging to those fleeting moments of beauty serves as a final, vital connection to one's own humanity.